update

I haven't posted on Kassidy's DDH lately. You know, her hip thing. Went to the doctor today and was hoping the cast would come off. Guess being positive is a waste of time. It's not coming off. It's being changed in two weeks and then will be on for another six weeks. That takes us to end of September/beginning of October. Yes, I'm bitter. Yes, I'm angry. Disappointed. Frustrated. Sad. Kassidy is 12 months old. She was in a diaper splint for 3 months and a cast for 4.5 months. That means out of her 12 months of life she's had 4.5 months where she could move and do whatever she wanted. And I could dress her how I wanted. And I could put a diaper on her like a normal baby. And I could bounce her on my lap. And I could take her swimming. Put her in a stroller. In a high chair. In a bed without propping up her legs. Too many things to list. I just want her to be 'normal'. I'm sick and tired of this and am done with being positive about it. Anyone need some beautiful summer dresses and shorts? Or how about a blow up pool? Apparantly she won't be needing any of those things this year. I'm on a bit of a pity trip. Sorry. I'm just really fed up.